clumsykayleighkitten:

Everything seems more beautiful when you’re in love. I wish I had realized that sooner, before I lost it all. Smiles just aren’t the same anymore and the world appears a few shades darker. And worst for me is when I look in the mirror. That lurking feeling is back. I’ve spent the last few months pushing it away and running from all my problems. I think I’ve just counted on the fact that things always get better, or at least they have in the past. What if its gone forever? My love…